ANATOMY and BEYOND

I am in pain.
I am being choked by a giant saliva... its blocking my throat
and my chest feels like parting I can hardly breathe...
I suffer a billion stab each time i do
my head is flying, bumping a thousand boulders
My eyes wanna close but million images are flashing in seconds
I am like floating in a dark endless sea
I long to rest but my heart keeps on beating.
I gasp for some air but my lungs are empty
My lips are dry, my toungue tastes bitter
My system is working but my brain is dead
I feel in my fingertips, blood keeps flowing through my veins... despite of my heartbeat stop
I know Im tired and exhausted, wanting to end the agony
I dont know how to let it go.
If this is dying, why its taking me long?
Why is that everytime my heart breaks I have to suffer death?

CHINESE ASTROLOGY

Element: Earth

Mode: Cardinal

Ruler: Saturn

Color: Black, Dark Green, Cherry Red

Famous Capricorns:Muhammad Ali, Humphrey Bogart, Al Capone, Marlene Dietrich, Ava Gardner, Mel Gibson, Eartha Kitt, Jack London, Henri Matisse, Henry Miller, Mao Tse-tung, Richard Nixon, Aristotle Onassis, Elvis Presley, Sade, Albert Schweitzer, Howard Stern, Donna Summer, Christy Turlington

Strengths:Ambitious, authoritarian, calm, demanding, diligent, diplomatic, efficient, focused, genial, loyal, patient, pragmatic, profound realistic

Weaknesses:Calculating, despotic, indifferent, inflexible, moody, schoolmasterly, severe, skeptical, opinionated, rigorous Capricorn, the tenth sign of the zodiac, represents discipline, ambition, and rationality, making you the most determined and persistent sign of the zodiac, teddy. Since you have such an unshakable faith in your own power, you have an extreme capacity for hard work and endurance. Saturn, the planet of challenges and restrictions, is the ruler of Capricorn. Saturn is sometimes associated with bad luck; however, without the obstacles of Saturn we would never grow and evolve any further, which makes this planet the one that makes us tough, because it teaches us to develop patience and staying power. teddy, Capricorn is the third earth sign, which means you know that you can’t live on inspiration alone, and therefore, you have become a down-to-earth realist, and are willing to take care of the daily chores. For that reason, stability and consistency are very important to you. You, Capricorn, rule the tenth house of the horoscope, a sector associated with career, social standing, and personal aspirations.

Furthermore, this house describes your ambitions and goals in life, as well as your public image and your reputation in your social circles. Capricorn is a cardinal sign, meaning that you don’t wait for others to take action - you charge right in making full use of your qualities of pragmatism, efficiency, and diligence.

courtesy of www.astrocenter.com