Why is that when i love someone, it doesnt seem to fit
and when somebody else loves me, i barely care?
Why cant I settle for less when its gonna give me their best?
Am I not destined to find happiness? Dont I deserve joy?
Life gives me no other options but to choose between what is wrong that makes me happy,
and the righteous that makes no sense to me. My heart and mind are greatest enemy.
Is this the way it should be?
I learned to set free. I learned to supress myself.
I even learned to love in silence and hide the pains with brilliant smiles
Am i doing it right?
Why do i keep believing in love? My faith is strong but is it enough to keep me going?
Why cant I be like the person that the world wants me to be?
Why do I strive for the best when I hated myself?
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11 comments:
missing you...
i wish i know you in person.
yeah you do hihi... take care hbafqe =)
i wish i could make ammends...how i wish...
yes you can ammend.. only if u wish to..
i wanted to...i hope i can hold on to this >> "yes you can ammend.. only if u wish to.."
how could you dare to ammend when u cant even show yourself?
you know me..i am just afraid that you'd evade me after knowing who i am..
u know.. we cant force someone to love someone but the most regretting thing in life is when you love someone and you werent able to let the person know about it.its like living an unspent life.
Sometimes it’s actually painful,
you know,
to be around you.
i never meant to hurt anyone as i know exactly how bad it feels like... i absolutely know the feeling when u are just around and not doing anything but getting too much pain from somewhere. im sorry for those whom i caused pain.
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