KIDROCK IN ME

This is the song of my life, at this very moment so far, the time when I came to my weakest, helpless stage. I am no celebrity as Kidrock, but I am on my own way as every line of this song applies to me. Sing with me... feel the pain. You might never know... your own life's song may have the same melody.

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ONLY GOD KNOWS WHY

I've been sittin here, tryin to find myself
I get behind myself, I need to rewind myself
Lookin for the payback, listen for the playback
They say that every man bleeds just like me

And I feel like number one, yet I'm last in line
I watch my youngest son, and it helps to pass the time
I take too many pills it helps to ease the pain
I made a couple of dollar bills, but still I feel the same

Everybody knows my name, they say it way out loud
A lot of folks fuck with me, it's hard to hang out in crowds

I guess that's the price you pay, to be some big shot like I am
Out strecthed hands and one night stands, still I can't find love

And when your walls come tumbling down, I will always be around

Yeah
As it...hey - And when your walls come tumbling down, I will always be around

People don't know about the things I say and do
They don't understand about the shit that I've been through
It's been so long since I've been home, I've been gone, I've been gone for way too long
Maybe I forgot all things I miss, oh somehow I know there's more to life than this

I said it too many times, and I still stand firm
You get what you put in, and people get what they deserve
Still I ain't seen mine, no I ain't seen mine
I've been giving just ain't been gettin, I've been walking that there line
So I think I'll keep a walking, With my head held high
I'll keep moving on and only God knows why

Only God... Only God
Only God knows why, why, why, why
Only God...knows...why, why, why
Only God knows why
Take me to the river edge
Take me to the river, hey hey hey